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Tuesday, May 6, 2014
Analysis: The Book of Jon by
Eleni Sikelianos
Have you
ever read a book and then wondered if the meaning you got it from it was what
the author was actually trying to say or if the meaning you took from it was
just your own point of view shining through? I’m faced with this conflict after
reading The Book of Jon. I have many
deep-seated father issues (who doesn’t?) that inevitably change the way I
perceived this week. I guess what I’m trying to say is that I don’t think I
understood this work in the way it was intended. In fact, I think this work
isn’t at all what it seems, at least not at first glance.
At first
glance one is likely to see that this book is a patchwork collection of
anecdotes about the narrator’s father. These anecdotes are presented to the
reader in the form of poems strewn haphazardly through the book. Some poems are
traditional in style whereas others are more experimental in nature. There are
also quite a few pieces of prose poetry included. Basically, there are all
types of poetry present spanning many years and many anecdotes. I also couldn’t
connect a reason behind the organization of the book. I perceived the book as
being highly unorganized with content thrown in wherever the author saw fit to
put it. I then realized that this “disorganization” could be a very intentional
style choice meaning to reflect the chaotic relationship between the father and
child. It’s also possible that the alternating styles could reflect the
author’s feelings about a particular anecdote, for instance, some anecdotes
span many pages while others only span a couple? It could be argued that the
anecdotes that meant the most or caused the most feeling in the author are
reflected in the longer passages. However, that is just one of my many musings
about this book and probably holds no real value, but is interesting to
contemplate nonetheless. The only organization takes place in the sectional
divisions, but I’m not sure what the merit of that was. There was “The Book of
Jon” and the “Book of Death”. Obviously the former section is about his life
whereas the latter section details what took place after his death, however,
aside from that there is no real organization.
The tone of
this book is also interesting, as it tends to change frequently throughout the
book. In the beginning, I detected pain, hate, and anger, especially during the
first few poems. The poem entitled, “Notes Towards a Film about my Father” was
especially powerful since pain, anger, and agony clearly shown through in that
piece. It really demonstrated to the reader that loving Jon wasn’t easy and it
wasn’t something that the narrator even understood. It seemed like the narrator
was asking the reader, “Why do I even love him? Why do I even want to remember
him? Why can’t I just move on?” It was about the conflict that results when you
love a parent who just doesn’t have the capacity to love you back, at least in
the way that you think they should. In fact, I’d argue that, that is what this
entire book is about…conflict and purging. It’s the author’s way of detailing
the conflicts through writing where the writing purges the author of their pain
and agony…or at least attempts to. I’d even argue that the theme of the book is
about loving someone who can’t you love back in the way that they should or in
a way that you don’t expect or even understand. It’s a very powerful book
because of this.
The
author’s use of literal and figurative language also helps to convey the
messages in this book. There are times when the author is very literal and
states things as they are, but there are other times when the author speaks of
dreams and how dreams down. It seems like the figurative language helped to
balance out the brutality of the literal language by giving some of poems a
whimsical quality that makes one think of what could have been or even should
have been. The whimsical quality doesn’t always convey happy feelings either as
its also used to convey agonizing thoughts. I think the author was simply
trying to soften the blow, but I can’t be sure.
The author
also uses a lot of imagery throughout the book; however, it’s the most powerful
in the last section. I’m not sure if this is because the last section talks
about death and death just hits us harder or if it’s something else entirely. I
can see the images from the poem entitled, “What was in His Pockets” very
clearly. The author spoke of longing to see their father in the hallway, on the
steps, or anywhere. The images intertwined with the tone (of longing…almost
begging) to create a powerful image that left my heart splayed wide open.
Simply put, it hurt to read it. It hurt because it helped me realize that no
matter how badly our parents hurts us that we will always love them…it’s
involuntary, no matter how much we wish it wasn’t.
This book
is powerful. It’s powerful because it touches on one of the very few things
that connect us all as people and that is that our parents sometimes hurt us.
In some cases they deeply wound us leaving us scarred for all eternity. They
may hurts and make us angry, but we still love them and want them to love us.
It’s seems as if we will always crave something from them. For some of us, that’s
a life-long prison sentence because some of love people (parents) who don’t
love us back (appropriately), which means that we’ll always search and long for
it. It isn’t something that we can run from and this book perfectly illustrates
the human condition in this regard. It also drives home the point that humans
tend to destroy the people they love the most.
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